Savior

by NOCTICA

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EnbyKaiju Encapsulating the struggles of dysphoria & mental health, Saviour is a raw and beautiful track that hits hard in all the right ways.

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Didn’t know who I was before
It’s a feeling I can’t ignore
When the rain starts to pour
I just try to ignore the dysphoria
And I take a look at my reflection
Turn away and start regressing
To a place where I feel safe
A world without human connection
And my skin don’t feel like home
Self destruction takes control
And I don’t want to be alone
But it feels like I was doomed to know

I don’t think I’m ever getting better
I won’t escape this hell
I’m just so tired of wasting my life chasing heaven
Depression's got me running from the person who could save me from myself

Tell me how I’m supposed to feel
Has me questioning what is real
Cos I’m killing myself just by living a life that I don’t conceal
And this is now my confession
I won’t repent for self expression
The path that’s right is to choose to fight
and depression won’t win every second
Suppression has now become all that I am
Quit saying you know cos you don’t understand
Stopped praying to god that he’d come take my hand
Cos being myself means I’m already damned

I don’t think I’m ever getting better
I won’t escape this hell
I’m just so tired of wasting my life chasing heaven
Depression's got me running from the person who could save me from myself

It’s all in my head, tell me I’ll be fine
But the truth is I’m scared of the world outside
I’m sick of this lie that I'll be alright
When I’m living a life that’s not mine

I don’t think I’m ever getting better
I won’t escape this hell
I’m just so tired of wasting my life chasing heaven
Depression's got me running from the person who could save me from myself

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released July 21, 2023
Written, Produced, Mixed and Mastered by Noctica

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NOCTICA Tamworth, Australia

A marriage of sensational pop and high-octane heavy metal, completely drenched in a dark atmosphere of guitars and synthesizers. Noctica is an Australian multidisciplinary artist, producer and singer/songwriter creating and exploring worlds both through sonic and visual mediums. ... more

discography

Afterlife

date unknown
Savior (Reimagined)

Jan 2024
Angels

Nov 2023
Savior

Jul 2023
prelude

Nov 2022

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